blinded by ♥

2012-02-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

Nur Quraisyah Binte B, I love you.

2012-02-09T00:22:00.000+08:00

I BROKE MY SPECS :(

2012-02-06T00:26:00.001+08:00

Paranoia.

This sucks.

2012-02-03T00:51:00.002+08:00

He'll wake me up for Subuh, he'll remind me to perform my Solat, he'll remind me about being a good muslimah, he'll love my friends like his own, he'll accept my flaws and, he'll lead me to Jannah. Insyallah.

MBJ.

2012-01-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

Omg, HIIIIIIII! *coughs* Been eons, man! HAHAHAHAHA omggggggggg. So, hi, I'm Iqah the awesome cat ;)

2011-01-16T13:16:00.001+08:00

Hi, I'm back, yeah, right here at Blogger. Haha. Yes, I can't resist blogging.

Next update soon, alright?

2010-12-16T10:40:00.002+08:00

'll use this as a diary instead. Cause I've been yearning to write for a long time. Will be back.

2010-10-07T11:32:00.001+08:00

Bye Blogger.

Cick here.

2010-10-03T23:13:00.000+08:00

ON HIATUS.

2010-09-29T00:00:00.002+08:00

Devil with Aikha b yesterday was awesome.

I did something stupid to myself after I heard the truth from boyfriend.

I don't wish to talk about it :/

Town with Ain b and Lan.

Shopped. Awessssooomeeeeeee.

Bugis.

Merdandy's.

Shesha and everything.

Awesooommmmeeeeeee.

Hurt.

2010-09-27T13:24:00.001+08:00

I have a date with Aikha b♥

The 900th post.

2010-09-26T14:42:00.002+08:00

New URL.

2010-09-26T01:29:00.003+08:00

JOHOR BESSSSSST!

Besok pakcik I ajak gi karaoke kat Partyworld. Make sure hor!

Malam! I nak talk-talk with boyfriend, Facebook, smoke then sleep.

Bye!

Kiwak, aku sumpah menyampah! Oops, sorry uh.

2010-09-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

My 4 months old fake boyfriend is away on a trip to Vietnam. Sadly, I couldn't send him to the airport. Sorry :( Bon voyage and take care. Have loads of fun there. I know, this's the third time-.-

So, yesterday went well, I supposed. He disappoint me. Nah, let's not talk about it:)

Boyfriend, we need a perfect, decent picture together. Misses.

2010-09-23T13:15:00.005+08:00

Let whatever happened on 21^st/22^nd September be a lesson learned for me, you and our relationship. I don't want history to repeat itself.

I have a date with boyfriend. Please let it go smoothly. No arguments, no nothing. *fingers crossed*

2010-09-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

I don't wanna cry, cause it's not the end. Just yet.

I don't wanna cry, cause it's not worth it.

I don't wanna cry, cause I know I'm a strong girl.

I don't wanna cry, cause you didn't give a fuck about it.

Maybe you did but, just not up to what I expected.

2010-09-21T00:39:00.002+08:00

Hey, boyfriend♥

I love you alot.

♥

2010-09-20T19:12:00.002+08:00

I never felt so miserable. I know I've wronged. But at least, please do reflect. I hate arguments like this.

I switched off the phone, took out the sim card and avoided any means of communications with you. I wanna calm myself down, like you asked to.

Though it's not working, I'm trying the very best to cheer up. You should too.

But despite them all, I really love you, Aindra Masri :'(

2010-09-19T22:19:00.002+08:00

After all that has happened,

I don't give a fuck anymore.

Please wake up, boyfriend. You've been sleeping for more than 12 hours :(

2010-09-19T01:45:00.002+08:00

Niceee right. Like graffiti uh. HAHA, thank you uh, boy_skate@hotmail.com ^^

It's the 19th.

And he had to ruin it. Thanks uh, Aindra.

2010-09-18T14:21:00.002+08:00

Sick + Fatigue = Stay-home-Saturday

Blurrrggghhhhh @.@

2010-09-18T01:47:00.002+08:00

Hi, I nak pergi USS lagik pleaaaaaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-09-17T14:31:00.002+08:00

USS TODAY! WOOP WOOP ^^

What's that?

It's Universal Studio Singapore!

I'm very excited!

Minus the voice though :/

And DSLR :(

Aunty, takya pakai lah :(

I nak pakai :(

2010-09-17T01:00:00.003+08:00

Despite the scorching sun, cocked up plans and ermmm, forget it, a little once-in-a-while outing like this with classmates was indeed a fun one.

As much as I hate what had to happen in the afternoon, I really enjoyed myself. No doubt last year's was waaaaaay better :/ But come to think of it, we don't always get this. So yeah.

Sesiapa yang tersinggung dengan saya tadi, maaf zahir dan batin. Saya tengah panas seperti pacaran matahari(?) HAH, okay, bye.

Oh, saya taknak jatuh sakit time-time Raya. Tak best taaaaauuuuuuu :(

And oh, HOLIDAAAAAAAAAAY! ENJOYSSSSSSSSTA! :)

2010-09-13T08:11:00.002+08:00

Hari ini, (atau lebih tepat, sekejap lagi) saya akan.....

Mengulangkaji mata pelajaran Advanced Accounting bersama Ain sayang dan Jep.
Menduduki peperiksaan itu.
Mengulangkaji mata pelajaran Tourism and Services untuk peperiksaannya esok di rumah.
Tidur awal.
Rehat.

Oleh itu, blog ini akan saya abaikan untuk seketika.

Salam sayang.

P/S: A goodluck from anyone of you would be nice. Greatly appreciated:)

2010-09-12T22:32:00.002+08:00

Been Raya-ing hard these few days and undeniably, tomorrow's accounts' paper. Blurrrggggh. Major help, I've yet to start doing the practice papers and flipping the goddamn books. Which, I do not plan to. Hees.

Prepare to flung.

2010-09-11T00:34:00.003+08:00

My 1^st day Raya was (Y)

How was yours?

2010-09-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

Berlalu sudah puasa sebulan, kini Syawal menjelang lagi. Inginku menyusun 10 jari jemari memohon ampun dan maaf dari hujung rambut sampai ke hujung kaki. Halalkanlah makan, minum dan rokokku, yer:) Have fun with the loved ones. Ed Mubarak! Minal aidil walfaizin:) Setulus ikhlas.

2010-09-08T23:36:00.005+08:00

Exams in less than a week and yet, I skipped school today. I came to realise that I was more insouciant now in year 2. It's the final year, for god's sake. And tomorrow, I think I'll give it a miss. See. I'm so positive that I'll flung the papers.

Hi, books. I'll see you very soon. Please be nicer to me this time round, okay?

Mugging soon.

Eh, esok last puase! Esok takbir!

2010-09-08T16:50:00.001+08:00

Ditch Blogspot or re-activate Tumblr?

Am still contemplating on it.

2010-09-08T01:57:00.002+08:00

Hi, saya nak tunjuk awak bende.

Nah!

Thanks to Hical gf, who took a snap of my sec 1's school photo-.-

Okay, awak boleh LOL banyak-banyak. Tu saya zaman baru nak jejak kaki masok secondary school. Buruk kan? Saya tau. HAHA. Ye, tu saya. Sumpah. Kay da, mulut awak diam sudah:)

2010-09-08T00:57:00.002+08:00

I love my boyfriend because he's been very good lately.

I love my boyfriend more because he brought me to Pizza Hut!

2010-09-06T23:18:00.006+08:00

I'm having this huuuuuuuuuuuuge cravings for Pizza Hut and Simpang Bedok's. I swear.

Let's settle for Pizza Hut first, shall we, boyfriend? ^^

I attended class today despite the condition I'm in:) Ain babyg and her bloopers really cheered me up. Sayang awak la, MJ. HEHEH ^^

Adooooooooooi, irritating uh!

2010-09-06T00:22:00.003+08:00

Let's keep it short and simple, aye?

I had fun with the boyfriend and friends over at Seletar Dam and Geylang despite I was sick throughout :/ And the boyfriend is the sweetest thing on planet Earth:) Time for a proper introduction with the family :/ Urgh, not again.

I should be resting. Night.

2010-09-04T16:38:00.002+08:00

Hari ini saya dan keluarga akan ke Geylang selepas buka.
Hari ini saya dan keluarga hendak membeli baju dan keperluan lain untuk Raya.
Hari ini saya tidak habis-habis hendak makan.
Hari ini nenek saya memasak lauk ayam masak cili padi dan satay goreng bersama kuahnya.
Hari ini teman lelaki saya tidak bekerja.
Tetapi hari ini kami tidak berjumpa kerana saya akan keluar dengan keluarga.
Hari ini teman lelaki saya tidur macam gajah.
Hari ini hari Sabtu; Sabtu yang pertama saya di rumah.
Hari ini saya hendak bertutur/menulis dalam bahasa ibunda.
Hari ini saya punya pasal.

OMG! My malay sucks. HAHA.

2010-09-03T21:21:00.004+08:00

It hurts (alot) seeing the people in your past doing the things they do for their new girls/guys the same way they did to you, doesn't it?

I mean, uurrrgghhhh, forget it. I've moved on. I'm doing great:)

I skipped school. Again. *slap forehead* Stop being a procrastinator, Iqah. For once. Exams are really round the corner and I can't afford to dilly-dally any longer :/ Pffft-

Dear boyfriend, you're killing me *roll eyes*

2010-09-02T17:03:00.005+08:00

Yesterday's study date with the classmates turned out to be a, ermmmmm, eat-at-Mcd-and-were-chased-out-and-then-go-Grandlink-then-eat-then-jalan-jalan date. Haha. Yes, that bad.

So, karaoke was pretty boring, though. Ain babyg and I weren't at our best cause, oh well, the boys were just too ......... Sesungguhnya saya tidak berpuase:) But still, I had fun with them ^^ Did I mention that Zul bought me a bottom? Hah, he did.

Afterwhich, I met the boyfriend. And Abang Izad drove me home. Woop woop (Y)

Jom, feeling-feeling esok raya! :)

2010-09-01T03:10:00.003+08:00

I met Q and we visited the old school:)

Q and I had a very long talk. Like always.

Lan came after and so, we started camwhoring.

Soon after, Q and I met our boyfriends while Lan met the schoolmate.

The cab driver missed out the signboard -.-" And the boyfriend paid $21 for that.

I was pampered ^^

He bought an iTouch (when he's using an iPhone -.-")

He asked me to use it while he'll send my sick iTouch for repair ^^

The boyfriend and I wasted an hour at Sim Lim -______________-

Dinner at Tong Seng.

The boyfriend and I had a nice, long reconcile(?) talk.

I made the boyfriend cry yesterday.

He thought I had a new guy -______________________-

I was irrational.

I was emotionally disturbed.

I was immature.

I was insecure.

I doubted him.

The boyfriend was mad.

I was egoistic.

Talked things out.

It's fine now.

I love him.

Boyfriend, I'm sorry.

2010-08-30T23:42:00.004+08:00

Well, things are pretty fine now:)

I guess.

2010-08-29T23:34:00.005+08:00

You don't have to read this. Really.

I miss boyfriend.

He's being a jerk.

I swear.

If working really is taking 24 hours and very seconds of his life, fuck him.

Waiting for his reply is like waiting for rain in drought.

It sucks.

There he is enjoying his time in Geylang, and here I am, worry sick about him.

Tsk.

And I still love him.

Ade matae macam takde. Aku penat uh. Kay, bye.

2010-08-29T01:34:00.003+08:00

I love the Homies. Period.

P/S: I miss you, boyfriend :/

2010-08-27T16:26:00.004+08:00

With a DSLR at home,

I can take pictures! HAHAHA ^^

All thank to the aunty♥

Okay, bye.

2010-08-27T15:32:00.003+08:00

It's our last day yesterday :( And the only time we ever see each other again is in school :( Tsk, I'm missing them already :(

I was a nice girlfriend yesterday. I waited 5 hours for the boyfriend at the stadium's carpark. He was busy working, you see. Hah, seeeeeeeeee.

And boyfriend, can please stop feeding me? I had a whole Burger King's meal to myself. And that's not right.

2010-08-25T01:29:00.002+08:00

Earthquakes can't shake us.

Cyclones can't break us.

Hurricanes can't take away our love.

And yes, we'll stand together till the very end.

This may sounds cliche but fuck care, I mean every single word.

Aindra Masri. I love you♥

2010-08-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

I had tremendous fun yesterday.

I ate alot and I think I scare the boyfriend ^^

I ~~talked~~ crapped alot.

Nuff said, worth it all♥

I'm starting to enjoy the final moments of duty.

EVS SSO rocks♥

I'm so not looking for the last day :(

The boyfriend's gonna be uber busy this coming days/weeks.

All thanks to YOG bump out.

I'm missing him already.

Not tryna be mushy or stuff, okay.

Te quiero, novio♥

I don't wanna say anything anymore.

You guys thought I've changed.

Ask yourselves.

I've seen my stand.

Thanks:)

2010-08-23T15:46:00.000+08:00

Seoul Garden with bestfriends and boyfriends (Y)

Update soon!

2010-08-22T00:42:00.003+08:00

Sup tulang merah, Subway's chilli crab sandwich and Subway's cookies.

Yuuuuummylicous! ^^

YOG sucked. I don't wanna do morning shift again. Ever. No more Sean Kingston ): Cause our London friends are flying off soon ):

Q, the boyfriend and Azura made my day:)

And on the not-so-bright note, I we; the boyfriend and I bumped into Hadi and girlfriend. We boarded the same bus. How nice? They were "supposed" to be home when Azura, the boyfriend and I met the Hougang boys at Geylang. Hadi knew Azura was with me so he left early with the girlfriend. And we actually bumped into each other at Bedok Interchange =.= Hah. Oh, it was the 21st. Fuck it. I didn't feel a thing:) At least I gotta see his girlfriend. HAHA! Pech! Ooooops.

Okay, fine. Be nice, Iqah. HAHAHA.

Afternoon shift tomorrow and yiiyeah!

Bye. I'm tired.

2010-08-20T23:47:00.004+08:00

Back with couples of updates:) Yeah!

18th August,

Impromptu meet-up with Q before meeting the boyfriend.
Bought new lens (I'm brown this month!) and Incanto Shine.
Q broke her fast with her colleagues at Fish&Co while the boyfriend and I had Swensen's.
After break fast, we met Q and cabbed down to Geylang.
The boyfriend let my balloon away =.=
Helium. And I swear it was hilarious. Imagine. Infront of many-many people? Haha.
Oh, we got official on midnight ^^

19th August,

The boyfriend's initial plan was to bring me to the zoo.
But he had to work =.=
I trained down to Boon Lay and he was approximately half and hour late. Yeah, you had your avenge, boyfriend -______________-
Banquet for break fast.
We gave Step Up 3 a miss.
The boyfriend fell sick :/
I thank Q for coming down with Panadol and accompanying me while the boyfriend's having his not-so-beautiful sleep or nap(?).
And I should have joined you guys for supper. I was famished!

The boyfriend is recovering. Thank God. And he's super irritating *roll eyes*

Oh, I have a date with Q and her colleagues tomorrow. Without the boyfriends ^^ HAHA! Sup tulang! Here we come! And Seoul Garden on Monday. Hoping the boyfriends can make it *crossed fingers* Double date!

Kay, bye.

2010-08-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Proper.updates.soon.

2010-08-19T00:49:00.004+08:00

19TH.

Aindra Masri♥

2010-08-15T01:12:00.001+08:00

Dear Nurul Ain, please meet up soon )': Stay strong and I love you.

2010-08-15T01:07:00.001+08:00

A.W.E.S.O.M.E

I love you.

2010-08-13T13:48:00.002+08:00

Home and enjoying every second of it ^^ Cause tomorrow onwards, I'll be having a hard time trying to stay home :/

2010-08-12T00:14:00.005+08:00

YOG period is coming real soon and hell yeah, I'm gonna be a very very very busy girl. YOG schedule sucks cause;-

I couldn't enjoy those 2 weeks break. I'm literally working for 9 days =.=
I'll start work as early as 8 and end as late as midnight.
I'll not be able to work with the girls cause we're in different shifts.
I'll not be able to break fast with family :/
It clashes with Indra's working schedule.

Sucks right? Oh well.

Before I forgot, happy fasting month! I broke my fast at the stadium ): See la, it's only the first day and I couldn't get to break fast with my family ):

I had alot to write initally. But when I got my hands on the keyboard, they vanished, literally =.=

Kay, bye bye. I have TPS test tomorrow. Wish me luck.

2010-08-10T10:46:00.003+08:00

After weeks and weeks of *ehem* missing (?), I'm finally back with couples of updates ^^ Yeaaaah!

I performed in school on Friday for the National Day Celebration with few friends.
I indirectly "duet" with Zul *melt*
Had Tulang Merah for dinner!
Catch-up(s) with Q sayang and Hasif sayang.

A 'date' with Indra darling on Saturday. It was supposed to be a double date; with Q and Khairi but this mamat here, thought he was too under-dressed for Town. Made do with Tampines. Salt! Great one, indeed. Oh, oh, Sorcerer's Apprentice too. I love the visual effects. Caught that with Indra darling the week before^^

Came down to school with Q for the touch relay on Sunday. Don't you know that we celebrated the YOG touch in ITE Simei? A big event, very big. Popeye's for dinner. All-time-favourite!

And yesterday, whatelse, it's Singapore's birthday! Oh, happy red and white day, all! HAH. Thanks to Khairi, we, Q, Yanti, Q's brother and I got tickets to NDP 2010. Yes, yes. The scorching sun, sweats, queue(s), crowd and all were worthwhile. Astonishing performances, brilliant fireworks, everything were just too splendid. Did I mention Taufik Batisah? HAHA! Oh yes! For once, I felt so... patriotic and proud to be a Singaporean :) My homeland.

I spent quality time with Q sayang, Yanti love and of course, Indra darling:) Oh, Homies too.

I'll let time tell, okay?

Phew, I'm done. It feels so good to type now. I'll get my lappy's keyboard fixed soon. Meanwhile, I'll have to do good with Aunt's or bro's laptops and get a USB keyboard pretty soon.

And today? Meeting Ain baby later and 'll heading down to YOG headquarter. Missing her much cause it's been a while since we last met. I wish Syidah baby could make it ):

I skipped school! And i thought YOG training's today but *smack forehead* it's tomorrow! HAHA!

Chiows!

2010-07-29T09:01:00.001+08:00

ON HIATUS.

2010-07-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

It's the 21st. 21st July )': I broke down in the gym this afternoon. Tell you, it sucks big time. I was trying to pull through; did stupid stuff, said stupid things, smoked a little too many :/ Just to, you know, not think about it.

A short impromptu meet-up with Q baby helped a little. I was super happy to see her. You know how much I miss that girl. XOXO. Talked it all out. So yeah.

It's been awhile; too long. Sigh. And this day, this very day, IS STILL the very special day in my life.

I need cigarettes. Taxation CA and Tourism presentation tomorrow. Without the girls. Gosh, I can die :/

2010-07-15T21:55:00.003+08:00

Call me a bookworm for all I care. I'm super engrossed in reading Breaking Dawn. It got me captivated, got my imaginations wild, insanely smiling to myself, delusional.... Oh my, I wished I was Bella Swan *dreamy*

Nuff said. It's really a nice book though I barely read 1/4 of it ^^ Heh. Now I can't wait for the movie.

2010-07-14T22:01:00.005+08:00

I miss Nur Quraisyah. I miss Dzuyanti. I miss Muhd Hasif. I miss Nurul Ain. I miss Nur Syahidah. I miss my Homies. I miss Nasrullah :( I'm missing alot of people :'(

I have a project deadline to meet (this Friday). I have CA(s) coming along. I have catch-up(s) to do. I have alot, alot, alot and alot of things to do. And yet, I never prioritise them :/ Forever a procrastinator. Pffft. Now, buck up, Iqah. It's your final year!

Looking on the brighter note, I'm trying out my French Manicure kit later. Sometimes, pampering yourself really helps :)

2010-07-13T09:56:00.002+08:00

Te Quiero, Espana!

Imma consider taking Spanish for my 3rd language ^^ Sorry, sidetrack.

So, the I-stayed-up-though-I-was-really-sleepy-for-Spain worth it all. At least I saw how Iniesta scored the 116th minute-goal. And of course, Torres baby. You look super cute and hot ^^ I had a feast that night. Oh, Spain *bites lip*

Meeting Q baby. How much I miss her:(

2010-07-11T23:52:00.001+08:00

See that number 9 guy? Yes? That's my baby ^^

Todo lo mejor, España. Muah.

2010-07-11T22:11:00.001+08:00

I don't know what to say. I'm sick and tired of this shit.

2010-07-11T00:06:00.004+08:00

Caught this show with Syafiq in the evening. Oh well, pretty nice but sorry, it's not really my thing. I kept dozing off only until the actions :/ Afterwhich, met Anip, Jack and Fiee over at Ion. Pretty much like the usual and then I met Aikha baby, Sara baby, Faz, Afar, Adan, Roy, Celop, Fathi and one of their friend (sorry, couldn't catch your name) ^^ Hmm, more or less, this is my Saturday.

I'm trying to pull myself through now. What a disastrous week =.=

2010-07-08T20:48:00.002+08:00

It's bad. Really bad.

Aku takde rokok, nak belik satu =.=

2010-07-07T21:16:00.003+08:00

HAHA! I miss this outing ^^ Random much.

Oh, first and foremost,

MY ITOUCH IS IN ITS CRITICAL CONDITION. PLEASE PRAY FOR ITS SPEED RECOVERY. I CAN DIE. SERIOUSLY )':

Second,

THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY CAPS LOCK, SHIFT, CTRL AND SOMETIMES, SOME OF THE ALPHABET BUTTONS. MY LAPPY IS DYING )':

Third,

I HATE SCHOOL MORE NOW. LIKE SERIOUS, SERIOUS. I REALLY DON'T SEE THE NEED TO GO SCHOOL ANYMORE. TOLD IBU. ONE MORE TIME THAT CA GONNA CALL, I'LL QUIT SCHOOL ^^

FML. MAJOR.

On the brighter note, Syidah bby and I had an impromptu movie date.

Trust me, worth every penny, time or whatnot of yours. I was holding back my tears cause I wasn't really focused and erm, still worrying about the iTouch :/ Oh, and the best part, we are the only persons there, in the theater ^^ Romantic. I know ^^

I bought 2 eyebrow studs, a tongue stud, a flower clip =.= and had Popeye's to make myself feel better. I know, I know. But at least, it helped. A little.

Oh gosh, I'm not in the mood of anything. Can I have a 2-day-self-declared holiday? I dread going to school ):

2010-07-06T23:20:00.000+08:00

Iqah is plain lazy :/

Till the next update.

Bye.

2010-07-04T23:43:00.002+08:00

So, tomorrow is school and guess what, I really hope the clock will stop ticking. Not as in, the battery died or something =.= I hate school, really. What brings me to school; FRIENDS. Oh well, as much as I hate school, I'm only left with few months before the final year exams ^^ So, strive! *pats shoulder*

Another reason I'm so not looking forward for 5th July; it's ex-boyfriend's birthday. Should I give him a call and sing him a birthday song? Should I text him instead? Or pretend I don't remember? Oh gosh. I know, I know. He's my ex. But come on, as a friend? Pffffft-

Right. I wanna be in bed now. I need to. Bye. Night. I hope the alarm will ring *bite lips*

2010-07-04T03:47:00.004+08:00

Yes, today, well I mean, Saturday and the Sunday morning was awesome ^^ Oh, this movie toooooo ;D

Mustafa > Sungei Road > Sim Lim Square > Fish&Co > Tamp > Midnight movie.

Thank you guys and I love you'll alot. I had fun ^^ Homies and Q darling.

2010-07-02T23:35:00.004+08:00

Oh well, what can I say. I just can't get enough of Twilight Saga(s). Watch it yourselves, okay? And boys, you guys are HOOOOOOOOOOOOOT! *drools* Wait, I AM A HUGE FAN OF TWILIGHT SAGA(s) ;D

And I was this -- close to getting a Billabong wallet/Charles and Keith's bag/a new number + Omnia II. Nah, not today, soon ^^ And oh, I had Popeye's! :D:D

2010-07-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

Project at Ain bby's. Town with her, Nas and friends. 4 shots of Smirnoff and guess what, I couldn't walk properly! No, I'm not drunk, I was just tipsy =.=

So, I strongly declare, I cannot take white.

I'm home with the reek of alcohol. Even Nenek nudged me about it =.= Haiyo. No more of this. This will be the first and the last :/

Syidah bby, you should have stayed.

2010-06-30T21:03:00.002+08:00

I love ze girls.

And I miss Q bby, Yanti bby and Hasif ): Please meet me soon.

I just hurt a soul.

2010-06-30T00:33:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.

I'll update pretty soon.

Muah.

2010-06-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE VERY CONTRADICTING ^

CLICHE.

2010-06-28T23:56:00.004+08:00

Truth is, I miss 12 Feb 2010. I miss us. I miss everything.

Blame me for being such a bitch. Blame me for being egocentric. Blame me for being harsh. Blame me for being irrational. Blame me for going ballistic for no good reason. Blame me.

Karma, Iqah, It's karma.

I used to be so strong. Oh well, after Ammar's incident. I used to have this I-don't-give-a-fuck-if-you-wanna-leave attitude. Now what? Why am I still brooding over it? Why am I still hoping? Why am I acting like a loser?

Dear heart, please tell me what you want. I don't wanna make the wrong decision, again. Falling for the wrong guy over and over again. Now tell me, from the bottom of you, what do you really want?

I should calm down. I should.

2010-06-28T01:50:00.000+08:00

Oh, god.

2010-06-26T23:07:00.003+08:00

Special thank you to those who made the effort to come by yesterday. I appreciate it alot. Muah. Not forgetting, those who made it a success ;D Ily'll.

Imma proud girl ^^ Why? Cause I did not get drunk on 1 shot of Absolute Vodka, half a cup of Absolute Vodka on the rocks, a bottle of Long Island, 1 cup of mixed Martell (with coke) and 13 shots of Martell ^^ Like O.o (!) See, I'm holding my liqs well now ^^ Oh well, minus the part Ain bby and I being a little too noisy :/

Pictures with Syidah bby. Soon, aye? Fyi, we didn't snap alot.

I had fun. Do you? ^^

I really need a nice long sleep. Night.

P.S: I plucked my entire courage to send you that message. Honestly, I was hoping for a little something. But shucks, I understand.

2010-06-25T00:06:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow will be a long day.

But well, I'm looking forward to it ^ Cause Faza baby will be there! We have alot to catch up :D Oh, Superman, thank you for wanting to help me out tomorrow. I can't wait to see my loves.

Hmm, a nice cup of Chocolate Chip Cream would be nice ^^

Night.

2010-06-24T20:13:00.002+08:00

Gosh, what is happening!? I swear I never want this to happen. I swear I had enough. I swear that I just want to let things go. But I swear, I never want contraints between you, I and the other Homies. I'm at fault.

And right now, I swear I don't know how to face the Homies. Really.

The pit is just tomorrow. I'm excited but yet, I don't know.

2010-06-23T14:46:00.007+08:00

I had an awesome day/night with the babygirls. We met Lan at CGH then walked around Tamp before we head down to Nanyang Poly for the YOG thingy, late lunch cum early dinner at Cahaya, Starbucks at United Square then TTSH. Initial plan was to visit Syaf but by the time we register, we pass the visiting hours. So, instead, we chilled around at Starbucks. We had a heart to heart talk and gosh, I feel so good. I love you girls(;

I bought a dress and I bought Torres's tumbler! So, that's my Tuesday.

The day before, I went out with Hidayat and we watched Karate Kid. Yes, again, Iqah. Trust me, I will never get tired of it. Jaden Smith *drools* I had fun and you made me laugh my ass off :D

I bought a perfume and earrings which I don't know when will I be wearing =.=

Oh, get well soon, Lan. Stop smoking and drinking! I will be watching! ^^

Get well soon, Syaf. Plenty of rest, aye ^

Get well soon, Neo and Ee. Takecare, okay. Nothing will happened. Insyaallah.

Speed recovery all!

Phew. I'm done! Kau, updated ^^

I'm so excited for Friday~ And Hical girlfriend, thank you for the badge. I LOVE YOU.

2010-06-23T00:07:00.001+08:00

I PROMISE I'LL UPDATE TOMORROW :D

2010-06-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

I MISS EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM. ALOT.

2010-06-20T13:28:00.004+08:00

Dear Ayah,

HAPPY DAD'S DAY.

As promised, I met the BLFC for their match at Mayflower Sec. After match, we parted and I met Syafiq and friends. Had dinner at Cahaya (cause I'm forever craving) then we walked around and settled somewhere around the new building. What is it called again? S*cape? So yeah.

I wanted Long Island but Syafiq was being an ass ^ The boys had Jim Beam and I was this -- close to taste some. And again, Syafiq. So, instead, I smoked. Alot.

Oh, I met the guy who owes me, still _|_ Syafiq and his friend (I just met him) insisted to confront him. So we did. But he said he got no money. Which obviously a lie. I don't want it to be a big matter cause we actually talked outside Cahaya. So, I told him he must pay up asap. Next time, I don't care if he got no money. 25 bucks in 3 months?! Tell me about it. He's obviously trying to make me not remember his debt. Am I not right?

So, bro, kalau nak hutang, tau nak bayar ehk.

_|_

2010-06-20T02:30:00.004+08:00

He sang me Lucky on webcam just now and now he's making his own music video of Back At One. Heh. How cute.

Told you. He'll always do things noone would have thought of doing(: And it's half past 2 now ^^

2010-06-20T01:16:00.004+08:00

I'll update later, okay?

My head's heavy and I'm feeling nauseous.

No, I'm not drunk or tipsy or whatever you called that.

I think I had a puff to many.

7 sticks in 2 hours! Worst, 3 sticks back-to-back.

*slap forehead*

Later.

I HATE MY BREATH NOW.

2010-06-18T20:58:00.004+08:00

I stayed home today.

I need to clean off these painted nails soon.

I'm addicted to online shopping already :/

I wanna shop.

Tons to buy.

I've tripped :/

I couldn't care less.

Leave as when you like.

I had maggie.

I wanna sleep.

I gonna go out tomorrow.

Bye.

2010-06-18T14:34:00.002+08:00

Hi, meet the Oreoboy. He's the reason I only had my sleep at 6 ^ He did ze sweetest thing no one have ever thought of doing for me. I mean, who would have thought of doing something ^^ at 4 plus in the morning just to make me smile? That 4 stuff, sweet. And he had to break codes to get those magic numbers. Hah, yeah yeah. You did it.

Oh, he's an old friend. If I'm not wrong, last 2 years or 3? But yeah, we chatted last night and yeah, updated on alot. He made me smile. Yes, I couldn't stop(:

Kay, da.

P.S: He's not more than a friend. But I couldn't stop you from assuming. You made me into this.

2010-06-18T04:43:00.001+08:00

He's cute. He's funny. He's real. He's the boy.

I'll tell you about him later, aye?

It's nearly 5 now *senyum tunjuk gigi*

2010-06-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

2010-06-18T00:15:00.005+08:00

*slap forehead* We were like we-are-meeting-after-such-a-long-time but we didn't take a snap. Pfft.

I would like to thank Lan laling for accompanying me to Lavendar for my passport collection (psst, I even had a little chat with the lady at the counter(;) and Syidah baby for accompanying me to have lunch and take my dress at Woodlands. I sayang korang. Muah. And fuck you, big time, to those who I texted and did not fucking reply. Don't you know how to reply? Fuck ass _|_

I made my way down for the chalet alone. Yes, alone. But, I bumped into Q sayang and her boyfriend and we ended up together. (we planned to meet at the chalet instead) Hahahaha. So yeah.

Happy 18th, Za. I hope you like that big bear. Bawak tido kay? :D

I met the ex-Damaians. Hah. Surprisingly, Q and I were the only 4E(s) there and yes, we felt awkward :/ Oh well, layan sesame diri. HAHA.

I met Q *jumps* I met Yanti *jumps* HAHAHA!

Okay, da. Muah.

2010-06-16T23:55:00.001+08:00

Yes, yes.

Whatever you said, Team England is still ze best!

2010-06-16T22:57:00.003+08:00

Awesome shit! I swear. And Jaden Smith is super duper cute and his bod, for a 12 year old, gosh *drools*. He made me wanna learn kung fu. No kidding ^

I have an invitation tomorrow. And fuck, it's stressing me out.

#1 - It's after 6. So, I'll be taking my passport at Lavendar and then make my way to Woodlands for the dress I bought online before I head down for the chalet.

#2 - I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR!

#3- I HAVE NO COMPANY ): Everyone is busy, Q's coming with her boyfriend and Yanti's gonna be there early for the preparations.

Fuck, fuck, fuck. I need major help here. S.O.S pleaseeeeeeee.

2010-06-16T16:01:00.003+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4369717&id=740335746

Q darling, if you happen to pass by here, click on the url above, aye? That one's for you. Muah.

Waiting for Ibu's reply. Whether or not, is she meeting me for movie later. Haiya. Imma skip today's party with Muz and all at Zirca. I hear favourite! Ladies' night yo and pffft, I can't. Not legal isn't the issue but I have other things to do. What more, I have an appointment with ICA tomorrow. Afraid I couldn't wake up on time :/ Sorry, Muz and all. Next time, okay? And tell me in advance ^

I watched Alice in the Wonderland this noon. And yes, I regretted not watching it in the movies, and in 3d. *slap forehead* It's nice. I wonder, how can they act with a green canvas around them? Hmmm.

Pardon me. I just feel like writing today. Bear with me, alright.

Whatelse? Erm, I had 1/2 a packet of Nasi Lemak for breakfast cum early lunch. Nenek made me vegetables fritters cause I was craving for it ^^ Love you, Nenek.

I've updated my iTunes :D And guess what, the iTouch is FULLY CHARGED. I repeat, FULLY CHARGED. HAHA ^^

Be strong, Ayah and get well real soon, aye? Love you.

It's half past 4 already. Ibu, what's taking you so long!?!?

2010-06-15T11:53:00.004+08:00

Hi, sorry if I was a little too harsh on you. Oh well, just don't go around and tell people I'm a bitch. And oh, don't make it look as if I'm entirely at fault, okay? Nice. And like you said, peace no war.

And hi, heart. Time for you to be a little more lenient. Imma find a boyfriend soon. A real one ^

Bye.

P.S: I need to club soon :/

2010-06-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

I swear, for a non-high heels kinda girl like me, wearing a 5 inch heels is excruciating. Gosh, tell you what, I didn't survive for Raya too, okay.

4 hours of karaoke was helluva fun. Omg, we really let our hair loose. From jiwang, to pop, to slow rock, to rock, to dangdut. HAHA. Nice, girls. Though there was only 3, and then 4 of us ^^ More of this, pleaseeeeee. Dinner at Marina and off home. Pffft, my legs are in pain.

2010-06-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

^_^

A long dress with denim jacket and a 5 inch heels?

How bout that?

Gosh, I can't wait for tomorrow! (;

2010-06-13T13:48:00.002+08:00

Happy belated 17th, Azwan! (:

Hope you like the top Q and I bought ^

Yesterday was fun (Y) Entire day with Aikha baby, I met Q baby, gosh, I miss her alot, I was forced not to sleep, Homies and all.

Updated. Bye.

2010-06-10T21:37:00.004+08:00

Karma is a bitch, and so am I.

Don't worry. I'll have my karma soon, aye?

2010-06-09T23:02:00.011+08:00

Iqah: Ibu, jom gi Mahligai Manis together.
Ibu: Hah, buat pe?
Iqah: For fun. Tengok orang.
Ibu: Okay, one day.

I was listening to a dangdut song when......

Ibu: Okay, one day we go.
Iqah: Kene tgu kakak 18 tau.
Ibu: Which means end of the year? Okay.

HAHAHA! Yessa! Hah.

Shopping with Ibu and Adik was go-hood (Y) And I really talked alot. From the plans to Patong with Homies, Tioman with the girls to even clubbing. Haha. In short, I literally opened things up with her. Nice right ^^

Iqah steady baby. Tax CA1 tomorrow and the book is not with her. Haha. I need luck now *bite lips*

Me love me family! Muah.

2010-06-08T23:00:00.001+08:00

Seriously, stop come and go, can?

What the fuck have I done?

2010-06-07T21:01:00.002+08:00

I wonder, do the skanks still read up my blog? ^ HAH, even so, OKAAAAAY WHAAAAT. Hah.

Dear holidays, please come by faster. I can't wait for you any longer yknow.

*slap forehead* i.don't.know.what.to.write.here.anymore.bye/iwannagooff.